do we take time to look back at how fortunate we are? i was thinking... all this crap loaded on me. makes me feel so... pressured. we keep thinking about what we lack and what it is that makes our lives miserable where we should be thinking about the great stuff in life. thats what this post is gonna be about. for me to see the greatness in my life and how fortunate i am.

i may not be even in the top half of students in my class but hey at least i aint the bottom half of singapore. i may not have the luxury of doing what i want when i want, but at least i do get quite a bit of time for my enjoyment. i may not be the best at everything i do, but i can do quite a bit of stuff and not too badly. i may not have the nicest richest family, but my parents love me and i know that. my life may not be what i want it to be, but hell im surviving quite well!  

so here. the great points of my life. to cheer myself up.

 let me not dwell on the terrors of this life and guide me on the plan to a great future. prevent me from carrying out evil deeds. but show me where i could help another.