reinvented

the year gone by

2008-12-22T01:13:00.003+08:00

2008 is almost over! besides christmas week, really looking forward to that. k if anyone reads this, just to let you know, its a brief review of the last year and a forecast for the next.

2008.

Accomplishments:

once again i slacked through and did ok for exams. HOORAY!!!

I GOT NATIONAL 10TH IN THE NATIONAL INTER SCHOOL SHOOTING CHAMPIONSHIPS

i got to know 202 a lot better :D gosh im gonna miss most of them :(

i went to sentosa with friends FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER

i think i made a lot of people happy... or at least talking to them made me happy...

i survived being on the commitee of 2 camps!

and other stuff i do not remember...

I DECIDED NOT TO INCLUDE THE NOT SO NICE PARTS

targets for 2009:

start studying!

be a friend for whoever needs one.

listen to mum more :/

do devotion everyday

shoot better

act responsibly in any leadership roles given

ok thats all. short post. bye!

2008-11-21T12:03:00.002+08:00

i've seen it coming for years, dreamt about it. but nothing really prepares you. sure, it was expected... but still a little shocking and sudden. that is, death.

at least he didnt suffer, or at least i never heard about it. those huge, sparkly (dare i say), eyes closing for the last time. like how the curtains close on the longest running musicals. i'll miss him loads, the first but probably not the last. the memories shall remain.

goodbye my dear companion.

2008-11-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

hey just an update here.... to attempt to keep the blog alive.

life has been... lively? what can i say... 2 camps to plan. both looking quite messed up. but heck thats the challenge of it all aint it? friendships seem fine, relationships are confusing.

people just dont understand what a limit is do they... that really sucks for me. just gotta live with it. i hope all you friends out there are fine. enjoy your holidays pple!

lots of pple talking to me about how bored they are, dont see how talking to me will help, but i try to keep everyone entertained as far as possible. i miss the times with my class already the craziness of it all. bla.

pink sheep rule the world

2008-10-23T19:28:00.003+08:00

WHOOO 100th post :D i miss my class, 02 of 2007 2008. i hope to stay in touch with every single one of you for as long as possible. ok... maybe not EVERYone. haha you get what i mean. ok ending the post here. bye

2008-10-17T18:59:00.002+08:00

if im sorry, i'll say it. if i say it, i mean it. if i angered you, too bad. if i hurt you, too bad.

i dont see the point in saying what i do not mean. i dont see the point in not saying what i think.

if i say i love you, believe it. if i dont, do not assume.

2008-10-17T12:57:00.002+08:00

the struggle of life. survival of the fittest. but what use is being the fittest if one is not liked.

failure comes and success does too. you just gotta know to look beyond the failure. there may not always be a bright side to something, so you gotta make your own. why stand in the shadows of history when you can do otherwise. the battle is not lost until you have surrendered. and the battle cannot be won if you do not fight.

love can move the mountains. love may feel great, but beware of the harm it can bring. for hurt cannot be felt unless love is present. love occurs everywhere and knows no boundaries. obsession and love are not the same.

2008-10-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

that sense of neglect

stronger than that of regret.

the feel of being dumb

as ever so numb

the lack of love

the lack of joy

the lack of laughter

the lack of fun

the lack of a friend

the lack of another

the need for emotion

the need for a smile

the need for a voice

the need for craziness

the need for companionship

dull thuds echo

the music fades

all has dissapeared

forever.

2008-09-30T19:11:00.003+08:00

bus. route. mall. park. me. walking. belief. possibility. perfectionism. never. love. trust. life. meaning. her. future.

darn im random....

2008-09-25T18:26:00.002+08:00

ok ok i lied :/ i blog before studying math and while im still sick :/ EVIL VANISA!!!!

alrighty now another random post

might and fame, cash and power. whats the meaning of it all if you lose your soul. if you lose THE essence of life. life itself.

cash may get you much at the moment. but if economies were to tumble, it would simply be paper and plastic, of no value whatsoever.

fame. would the world remember that guy on TV if they suddenly had nothing to eat? would they be thinking bout how good he looked on that show, or rather about how to find food? sure it feels good, sure its a little nice having everyone know your name, but the crowd is fickle and you would soon be forgotten.

the powers of this world are only temporary. not at all stable. tides change in an instant, the same as money. so invest yourself in what lasts forever, your soul. the world is worth nothing to a man without heart, a corpse may own the world but it is of no use to him. therefore my friends, spend your time with those that matter for that is what counts.

2008-09-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

tomorrow i shall not think about how perfect life can be, but look at how great it already is

tomorrow i shall not get angry with people for getting angry with me

tomorrow i shall not be an idiot to people i think are idiots

tomorrow i shall thank God for all he's done for me

tomorrow i shall try as hard as i may to put a smile on as many faces as i see

tomorrow i shall not regret the decisions i made today.

knowing my purpose in life is all i need to live. its not food, air and water alone which keeps us alive. its our will, its us, its everyone around.

2008-09-12T22:18:00.004+08:00

suppose. suppose i missed all of you that much. suppose i love her. suppose the world is perfect, its all you want it to be.

we'd been together for that many years. the anger, the hatred, the bunch. we're the best. thats what we were. nothing less than top class. all ours. every tear, all that sweat; to build that bond that never broke. over time it was forgotten but yet it remains. that number in the phonebook never touched until the day all else leaves you. lucky we were there at that time. lucky we shared a dream. lucky we felt the same. lucky we were thrown in 3-10 '03

2008-09-07T00:12:00.003+08:00

the difference between being you and being me. its in the way you think. everything is in the way you think. how you live, how you will eventually die, everything.

when you feel your life is a mess and you're plagued with troubles, why not look at it this way... you just got a new set of fun challenges to solve. haha yes i guess that would be weird. but wouldnt being able to see troubles as challenges be a lot better?

does one gain experience through learning or learn through gaining experience? neither i would suppose. thinking is putting knowledge and experience together into a situation. but even with infinite knowledge and generations of experience, what use is it without wisdom. wisdom is what enables us to make that final choice, that final decision, and make it right too.

our time on earth aint about worrying for the next day, its about planning for the future and living the present. sure unexpected things happen, but isnt that what makes it living? thats where versatility is important. the ability to adapt, to change for a situation, that ability, is what makes us humans different from animals, allows us to live under extreme conditions.

alright back to the point.... why is it some people can think clearly through their lives and why people spend half their time crying and worrying. you must know what you want in life, plan a path, yea why not, but be prepared to take an alternative. somewhere somehow there will always be a variable. importantly, do what you love and love what you do. if you dread everyday of your miserable life, you might as well be dead.

2008-08-31T22:52:00.004+08:00

random thoughts.... read if you want, if you dont get lost

life was not someone what someone wrote to be read and followed, its meant to be lived and fulfilled.

reality is not that thing which hits you like a train, its that bugger you find everyday.

if you can cry while you laugh, why cant i laugh while i cry?

rushing from a place to another and enjoying yourself is not called being busy, its called living.

if people notice the sadness so easily, why not celebrate the joy?

if all you want is joy, you'd be happy all the while.

ignorance does nothing, confrontation at least brings about closure.

since when was being different a bad thing? its just society.

2008-08-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

when i die. if i get a chance to look back at my life what will i see? what will catch my attention? the bad, or the good. will the good overpower the bad or the other way round. what will God see? will i dare see it all for myself? probably not.

no matter how hard i have tried i keep forgetting. live life for you dont get a second go on earth. with everything recorded in solid rock, correction tape wont help. make no mistake, it will be remembered.

2008-08-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

time to update. actually, i dont have any inspiration for a post and im basically not too bothered to make a post . so ya this is the update haha

2008-08-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

life is meaningless without goal. it is not about getting here living and then dieing. its about what comes before and what comes after also. without a purpose humans are no better than animals, or maybe even worse than animals. as humans we are social. without interacting with others we are nothing. what is a life spent inventing the best in this world if no one is there for you to share with. without companions, there is no love, without love, there is nothing.

as i have explained before, evil is the absence of love. so if only evil exists, how can there be joy and life? for evil seeks to destroy these. if true love exists, nothing can beat its power.

we are not obliged to love and treasure those who treat us as friends, but we still do. this is as there is mutual love.

for lack of better crap this shall be posted.

2008-07-31T19:52:00.002+08:00

it is always there. brightens your day and gives you reason to see. brings about life and blocks out all darkness. its warmth embrace, its glorious glow. amazing power, lasting energy blazing upon our otherwise nonexistent life. priceless , irreplaceable, reliable. that is our sun.

scorching heat and blinding light. baking deserts and dry streams. uncomfortable stick brought on by the horrid ball of fire. invading every corner of free space leaving nothing behind. that too is our sun.

its about perspective.

2008-07-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

its not about the view its not about the situation. its about the perspective.

no matter what happens or how it may seem, someone else may see it in a different manner. no matter how obvious it seems to you, someone else may not see it. do not blame people for being unable to see the things you see because you too cannot always see things in the same way as them. there is not better or worse, as i said its a matter of your perspective.

2008-07-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

best friends are not the ones who go out with you. not the ones you laugh with everyday. neither are they the ones who run to you in times of trouble. not the ones you never qurrel with and seem to have everything in common with.

best friends are always there. you dont need to tell them how you feel, they know. they arent there for the feel good times, they're there for the long term. best friends stay up and dont sleep just to hear you cry and rant. they may not give the best advice but you know its genuine. best friends dont stick with you when you turn bad. they turn away and let you know you've gone the wrong way. even after you leave them for other friends, they'll be ready when you run back crying.

"friends dont play along when you've gone bad. they forcefully turn you around."

2008-07-10T20:02:00.003+08:00

the minutes seemed endless. sure, the clock ticked, but it didnt feel nearly as fast. the anxiety, the pressure it built up but didnt release. music, sure it helped, but time still seemed so slow.

9am. woah its the day of the comp, alright now just cool it and you'll be fine. sure man!

10am. just a walk in the park. no stress yeah? read, music, heck its fun to miss school.

11am. gosh 2 hour+ to comp??? WAAAAAAAAA

12pm. shit now im feeling so stressed ARGH!!! cool it, cool it..... alright breathe breathe. re read comp plan read all those little letters from everyone. the big day my finale right in front of me nothing complicated, but something feels wrong.

1 year. 1 full year for the sake of 1 hour and 55 mins. lets make it now count shall we? alright its gonna be fine! no worries. OH SHIT who am i kidding its my first comp! hope i dont screw up.

12.30pm. lets go in make sure the trigger passes.

12.40pm. alright gun safe.. dry firing wasnt that bad but not as good as normal... damn.

12.50pm. prep time. feels weird. just a normal monthly shoot like thing. no worries..........

1.10pm. DAMN whats wrong with my sighting!!!! damn damn im so dead.

1.30pm. not looking too good :/ but heck its too late to turn back now just keep going... no worries from now on. im perfectly fine.

1.45pm. whee im shooting so fast! hahah i think i should slow down. ok dry fire a bit more after those 8s. hahahs.

2.05

pm. haha last set. yeah man! go go go! can make this one above 90!

2.10pm. WHOO YEAH! 9 or 10 to make it 90 leave with a bang! ok raise gun, lower aim... aim... shit too much moving put it down! ok again raise, lower, almost there.... BANG damn.... swing. OH SHIT ITS A 10!!!!! AWWW YEAH! WOO HOOO 91!!!!!!

ITS OVER!!!! hahah Dex looks happy always a good sign! hahah i did it i did it im out! leave with a bang!

3.10pm. WHAT!?!!??!! 524!!!! Zong Jun! you see correctly not!!!! cant be la!!!! i shot ok. not that well.... oh heck, its for real YAY!!!!!! i think JJ is gonna owe me that dinner ;D hahahah.

my thoughts on that day itself :D

no matter the result, how long and tiresome the journey, friends will be there for you. - pete su.

2008-07-09T17:45:00.003+08:00

the countless hours. the countless target cards. the countless pellets.

it was all worth it.

2007/8 my first year of shooting. my first competition. so much has passed, so much has changed. i have improved rather drastically. the many hours spent in the range, in school or at safra. and also the hours spent traveling. the friends made. the events neglected. the hours spent NOT studying.

thank you for the encouragement. thank you for the advice. thank you for the understanding. thank you for the smiles. thank you for the work put in. thank you for your time. thank you for the cards of encouragement. thank you for your words.

i treasure all the encouragement everyone gave me. i'll work harder for next year.

THANK YOU SENIORS!!!!!! hope i did ya'll proud :D

8 07 08

12.50PM

524

2008-06-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

May God bless you with discomfort
At easy answers, half- truths and superficial relationships

So that you may live deep within your heart.

May God bless you with anger

At injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people,

So that you may work for justice, freedom, and peace.

May God bless you with tears

To shed for those who suffer pain, rejection, hunger and war,

So that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and

To turn their pain into joy

And may God bless you with enough foolishness

To believe that you can make the difference in the world,

So that you can do what others claim cannot be done

To bring justice and kindness to all our children and the poor.

was this written just for me?

2008-06-29T01:03:00.003+08:00

a week and a half more :D yay its finally here. the climax of my life in secondary school so far. im going to shoot in my first competition.

thanks to everyone thanks to my seniors especially. everyone who has been there for me when i needed some form of encouragement ;D

grats to anyone who was in xinthesis. i must admit the chinese opera bored the crap outta me.

i have kept to my word and have attempted to do as much homework as possible :D i actually finished most of my holiday homework... haha and i have been paying attention in class havent fallen asleep too many times. haha!

i would very much like to thank jing jia for all your coaching hehe and the little piduceep for just talking to me. if you happen to read this.

2008-06-28T00:04:00.001+08:00

im out. again. after just a lap...

2008-06-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

note: i love my friends loads those that are there when i need someone just to talk to. i do not want to delete previous posts but just to let everyone know sometimes i may not be in the right state of mind. and those 'friends' i refer to do not read my blog so it definitely aint you :D

i may be stressed out at times but i know what i should be doing. i just lose focus sometimes. so if my posts are contradictive.... read this paragraph again.

2008-06-17T00:49:00.002+08:00

what is my purpose in life. heck i know the answer to my own question but i dont know how to go about doing it. whats with me all of a sudden thinking so much not finding answers and not giving much thought bout other stuff. why dont i get better friends that i hear others talk so much about. i keep too much hidden i guess. some people dont deserve it. they really dont. not at my own cost anyways.

2008-06-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

whats it about. what significance you have made?

its not about how much fun you have

it aint bout how lively you get

what is it about really.

how much have you changed

yourself and the world around.

without a reason there is nothing.

reasons keep us going.

hope is what fuels us.

even the best of people, like a car, are nothing without the fuel that drives them.

that keeps them going.

you might strive and become the cleverest person ever.

after that without another ambition ahead, you have nothing.

2008-06-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

i hate it. im crackin. not much longer. the limits been there all along. its called a limit for a reason, it cannot be passed. theres no such thing as pushing the limits. bloody stop pissin me off. why give a damn. its screwed anyways. something died.

2008-05-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

i gotta work hard. i must not let myself down. i must not let the people around me down. i gotta stop it. must see the reason behind it all. must see the hope. its time to drop the bad habits. its time to grow up.

2008-05-14T22:32:00.004+08:00

ok i shall not continue the previous post since its been too bloody long and im bored.

do we take time to look back at how fortunate we are? i was thinking... all this crap loaded on me. makes me feel so... pressured. we keep thinking about what we lack and what it is that makes our lives miserable where we should be thinking about the great stuff in life. thats what this post is gonna be about. for me to see the greatness in my life and how fortunate i am.

i may not be even in the top half of students in my class but hey at least i aint the bottom half of singapore. i may not have the luxury of doing what i want when i want, but at least i do get quite a bit of time for my enjoyment. i may not be the best at everything i do, but i can do quite a bit of stuff and not too badly. i may not have the nicest richest family, but my parents love me and i know that. my life may not be what i want it to be, but hell im surviving quite well!

so here. the great points of my life. to cheer myself up.

let me not dwell on the terrors of this life and guide me on the plan to a great future. prevent me from carrying out evil deeds. but show me where i could help another.

2008-05-01T18:46:00.002+08:00

wassup people!

interesting reading peoples blogs... all look alike eh EXCEPT MINE WOOO HOOOOO YEAHHH
well you can see why....

the boring blogger:
today i woke up in the morning ( DUHHH) i ate my food (then what!??!?!) i went out and did this this that that (uh huh..... *snore) and then i went home and now here i am blogging (well yes we can see that)

the emo blogger:
all yer blasted fools. i feel sad. i feel sad. i feel sad. i feel sad (errrr?? we get the idea?) the world hates me. i hate the world. i hate the world because it hates me. the world hates me because i hate it. (errr again???)

me:
blasted fools you ARE reading my post! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA (<<<< the nutty blogger)

HEHEHEHEH a blog aint a place to note your entire day.. its not a place to say you hate people who dont even read your hate messages. its a place where you write what ya wanna just for fun. yupp thats my idea. see im talking to myself. hhhmm this is my notepad. the place i note down my thoughts and then sort them out. hell yeah. well no one reads it anyway... hehehehe except.... MEEEEE hahahahahahahahah
YIPPEEEEE
refraction. enzymes.electrons. err random moment.

bla bla black sheep have you any textbooks? yes sir yes sir 1 bag full. 1 for english. 1 for math. 1 for that blasted old his-to-ry.
wow i composed a song that quickly. see thats what you call skill.

damn im crapping too much. hell talking to myself is fun!!! hhhmmm im bored. therefore....
ITS TIME!

lets take a look at the world
the earth. the only known planet that supports life. in other words, us. you and me anyone reading this post or anyone not reading this post. it was made wonderfully. originally with a lot more species of lifeforms than the number that exist till today. the reason for this decrease in lifeforms is probably us. it is not entirely the fault of humans, but i believe majority of the blame lies on us. the ones with the brains...

we study all other species on this earth and we control their populations if needed. we also attempt to save those that (because of the rest of us) have become endangered. but yet we continue with our ways and endanger even more of them. the awful truth is, besides killing these animals we are killing ourselves. this i shall explore later on. we constantly put money into taking care of ourselves and providing ourselves with luxury. we also donate to wildlife conservation. however shouldnt we donate some of this money to the starving people?

while we put money into saving animals, we neglect to put money into saving our own. the millions of people out there suffering get worse treatment than animals? no need to talk about luxury, these people do not even have a daily meal. i feel that if you wish to help our world, we should not only be donating to these animal saving organisations but more to the people saving organisations. and also as i am getting tired i shall continue this post at a later date

2008-04-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

note: this post is totally for myself to read and is meant as a letter to myself.

i can do it. i will do it. i just gotta put my mind to it. mind over.... mind? yes. thats it. the theoretical mind over the slacking mind. must do it. its all down to this. nothing else, just that last run down the wing, it aint gonna be easy but it'll turn the tide. if the waves come down i'll surf them. if the floods rise i'll swim. if life gives me lemons, i'll make lemonade

2008-04-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

thank you everybody. i just felt the urge to type this post.

everyone, i love ya'll, truly do. i thank everyone for every nice moment i've had, even for some of the sad ones. i appreciate the care shown, the smiles, the tears. everyday is treasured. i know it too well. my time may come, but im happy. i dont expect it to end too soon, but you'll never know. i love all you people.

2008-04-18T15:51:00.004+08:00

a year drifts by but yet no end. the gibberish the bullshit rolls right by. the end is near but who knows where. the sun must rise and so must set, for what has a beginning but has no end? the thoughts, the confusion it brings no conclusion as to what might be and what has been.

though the path exists so do the obstacles. there is no straight way through this world. why is the question with no answer. no matter what one might try and guess.

love and care it is that simple but not all do see this crystal truth. nobody knows, nobody cares, nobody tries but somebody cries.meant to live for so much more but lost to this world. bent and broken. theres always another chance while you exist. we want more than this world's got to offer. the pure greed has brought about evil. where has the love gone? evil is simply the absence of love, as darkness is the absence of light.

this is your life are you all you want to be? yesterday is dead and over. live on, be who you wanna be while the world is young and time is available.

pre birthday

2008-04-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

15 april 2008. a day worth remembering. 35 minutes and counting now... kinda hyper

16 hours out in a day. 'studying' apparently. wasnt what i expected it to be...

well the news came as a surprise to me. we all saw it coming. but not so soon. well we're gonna live through it and all of us will come out stronger.

shitload of crap dumped on me by the teachers didnt help one bit...

hey its your bday again! now you're older than me. ^^ i'll be there if ya need me just to remind ya haha. probably the only good point of my day too. so thanks.

suddenly feel sad, drained, angry? naa just not too happy. signing off then. see ya when i grow older

oh yes... the rain didnt help one bit.

hello

2008-03-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

hello to anyone who actually reads my posts... mostly for myself to read anyways. i was asked why i keep a blog, i guess its to talk to myself. when not many people actually tag or look at it, i do... from time to time. i dont keeep track of what i've been doing everyday like others. i look at periods of time. i look at myself. im no poet, neither am i a mathematician musician? not really cut out for it. singer? definitely not. then what am i?

what am i. not who am i, but what. i am a human being currently on earth. my purpose? to live a life here and be able to say i have done my job and earned my place in my eternal house. what am i? i have no idea atm. just a mere student? not really i guess. crapper, shooter, loose mind? now what does that equate to. i do not know any like myself. everyone is different but i feel sorta further apart from everyone else. and that feels good.

my thoughts do puzzle me... but i cant fix that can i? what is it i see that makes me feel different. my sense of humour? my stubbornness to work for only what i want to? who knows. a mind full of questions no human can answer.

that rare post

2008-03-24T21:03:00.003+08:00

ok one of those rare posts that comes along once a month or so... a boring guy with a boring life. or might i say a crazy guy with a less than eventful life...

how's life been i may ask myself. i do not know. on a brighter note its been great, no stress as usual wonderful friends and a whacky person.... perfection in its finest. but thats just the nice side of stuff... pissed with myself for getting myself demoralized. hhmm all's well when i want it to be.

its really my choice i guess how i want my life to be. hey people listen! others dont govern your life. decide, choose, enjoy its all up to you how you wanna live. besides we dont have long on earth so do whatever would help the people around you the most.

nothing isnt what you want it to be. fine! adapt! change! make a difference so that it'll be the way you want it to be. OR just adjust YOURSELF to the world. hear me? yeah thats what i wanted to say...

i change the colours of my paragraph so people dont have to stare at my long ramblings all in black. haha ^^ and bring more life and colour about

i see no hope

2008-03-14T11:04:00.003+08:00

this wont work out... i cant study. dont ya get it? im flunking it all! and what? i dont care. it is important? why? i dont see the point in enduring stupid teachers and irrelevant subjects. i dont see the point in algebra.... laughs.... what is this? why do we even care.... what kind of society is this? we've been blinded. i've lost sight of hope now im wondering myself... what am i doing this for? no it aint to make someone happy... it aint for a better future... i dont know what its for.

IM FREE

2008-03-03T21:48:00.003+08:00

from Free by hillsongs...

would you believe me if i said that we are the ones who can make a change in the world today
would you believe me if i said all of the dreams in your heart could come true today
would you believe me if i said life could be all that you want it to be today...

because of Jesus IM FREE!!!!!

would you believe me if i said God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said that you dont need to wait for the answers before you step out in faith
would you believe me if i said nothing is ever impossible for God

if i had wings i would fly. all that i need you are.
if the world caved in around me, to you i'd still hold on.

just live your life with God inside you wont regret one moment of it.

short post now... stumbled across this song just now cuz my MP3 is on random play all. felt it really was meant for me... i wonder if you people believe that i truly love and care lots of you guys my friends.... and i especially love 'you'. even though 'you' wont read this... haha

2008-03-01T12:24:00.003+08:00

hhhmmm my blog. the place i write my deepest thoughts. some. not all. the one place where i can keep a note of what i've been thinking about and let other people see it too. my complains, my fears, my worries, my joys all right here before me.

learnt something last night. without hope there is no life. i started wondering so what is this hope in my life. i really cant pin point exactly what. i guess i just hope to make everyone happy. most of what i do and say is meant to cause change. whether to amuse myself or to make someone's day. i hope for a better tomorrow. i know my day will come as for with life comes death one day. if a man were to wish to live forever on this planet earth, i find this man foolish. for although it was created as a wonderful place, we the humans have destroyed it far too much. i plan to do my part and hopefully make the people around me happy and joyful and when my time has expired leave peacefully with a smile on my face.

for this year, all i wanna do is to strive in shooting for this is what i enjoy and hopefully do well for studies although i have been putting in no effort at all hopefully listening in class would be good enough. sure in life there come demoralizing times but hey! if we didnt get sad, we wouldnt think about what we need to change in our lives! my gift, my talent would probably be the ability to talk and make friends. i dont know how this would help me but thus far this has been what i've been good at. throw me with a stranger i'd probably be laughing away within the hour.

i guess this is where i end of.. for everyone who reads this i hope i have put a smile on your face at least once ^^ or am doing so now hahah for now goodbye from the haha spammer

2008-02-28T20:08:00.003+08:00

Flop Flop Frunch ( the one Floppedy taste) koko krunch, Flopex (we Try to deliver) FedEx

and now.... presenting the new....

Floppy Floppy ( volume 240 now with not stop Floppy hits! available at all flop stalls!) taken from bolly bolly!
Flop 1 or F1 ( one life, FLOP IT) taken from M1 advert
Flobury! ( wouldnt it be nice if the world was Floppy?) taken from Cadbury advert

wee

2008-02-28T19:05:00.002+08:00

ok im here after tag after tag asking for this i shall post. and also its gonna be HALF- normal! hooray! (cheer people!) ~silence~ ok forget it.... =((

life... what has life been this year... boring .... irritating.... boring... and.... floppy i guess. o yes i created something new! Flop companies! Flop Flop Frunch. the one Floppedy taste! and FlopEx! we try to deliver...

ok im a joke? XD i love it anyways.... shooting.. i love that too... my results havent been consistent lately... i got a few coaches again coach FOO!!!! coach jia wei! coach jing jia! haha so many sia.... i hate my shooting compressors.... darn it keep spoiling on me! dammit gotta train harder!!!!

random thoughts... random emotions... everything is coming randomly... well thats the way it is... feeling kinda rejected for some weird reason i dont know myself. feels like someone doesnt care bout me... dont know whom but thats the feeling i get... seems i love writing. jotting my thoughts. for some weird psycopathic reason, i love thinking. and i love essays? THAT is weird but if the topic is fun i just love writing on it... even though the product is crap... well thats just what i like to do anyways...

well guess im going off now... BYE!!! STAY CRAZY STAY NUTTY STAY FLOPPY

the day

2008-02-04T18:01:00.000+08:00

the minutes tick by as the day draws close. meant to be a time of celebration and happiness but all it brings is dread and boredom. the stupidity and foolishness of the world around exposed in all its floppiness. a random thought a random emotion.

Faith Love Peace and Joy. all of essential importance. but to gain true joy is to live a life without anger, without regrets, without discrimination. but instead with love, peace, fun, freedom and meaning. if love does not exist within someone, joy peace and faith would forever remain simple dreams. and therefore that life would be meaningless.

love is simple. it is caring for someone else without reason and being willing to suffer or sacrifice for that certain person.

joy too is rather alike. you do not need a reason to be joyful even in the worst of circumstances a person could remain joyful till the end.

faith, is trusting someone to the very end. it requires great courage and and understanding between people to attain true faith in anyone.

peace is more or less an addition of the previous 3 if you have faith in the people around you and love them, and can find joy at all times. then peace too should always be at hand be it good times or bad times.

i feel none of the above can truly survive alone. can you achieve joy if you do not have love? can you have faith in someone if you do not love that person? can you have peace if you only love yourself? no! love is the greatest of these as without love, life would be meaningless.

the lone stop

2008-01-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

alone at that forsaken bus stop. no one around, no one bothering. the occasional cyclist. the endless stream of cars. but not a single bus in sight. the music flows, the thoughts run free. in a world of my own. seeing things but not noticing. disturbing thoughts

the thoughts cease, the mind stalls. the bus has arrived and its time to go.

holidays

2007-12-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

this shall be a post on the holidays.

firstly update on whats been going on in my life ^^

1) shooting camp

was rather fun got to know quite a lot of seniors was slacker than expected

2) OVERNIGHT CYCLING

so fun immediately after shooting camp haha cycle from church to east coast and back then to sentosa from 10pm - 5am( around there) outcome: fun, butt ache, thumbache and a good breakfast/supper

3) JG camp (next week)

4) miscellaneous events

ok now comes the fun part the PROBLEM with the holidays

let me first start by defining the word HOLIDAY. holiday- any day of exemption from work this is the recognised definition of the word holiday from www.dictionary.com but by how much is this what is actually happening?

the school gives us a period of 2 months as a break from schooling and call this a "holiday" but if you asked me this is utter bullshit. forgive my use of language but this is what it truly is. a day of exemption from work. this is a rather simple and easy to follow guideline. but the utter incompetence of those who call themselves teachers leads to this 2 month period becoming a time where students are supposed to STUDY at home and do WORK. the utter incompetence of this race of teachers had led to the destruction of once respected family time and self reflecting time.

thus as is explained this 2 month period of time is actually just a ploy by the school to trick us into thinking we are actually free from torture and work.

2007

2007-11-10T21:16:00.001+08:00

PART 1- the academic year
2007 the year in which i stepped out of my dreaded prison of 6 years and stepped into a new ~~"school"~~an institute of learning. much to my dismay i found it to be as bad or worse than the prison i had just stepped out of and duly regretted my decision to enter that dreadful compound.

with what i had in this new prison i tried to make it work best for me and get as much fun laughter peace and joy for the entire year as this was mymain objective in the year; to get fun, laughter, peace and j0y. with my new batch of fellow inmates we stepped into an unknown world not knowing what tortures awaited us we started 3 days of gruesome tasks which we were told was to get us introduced into the "school" and make us feel more "united" but the true objective of this was to brainwash us and make us easier to control as inmates.

strict rules were implemented which were said to be "for our own good" but what do these monstrous animals care about the well being of their inmates? over the first few months i came to learn that sleeping in class and not paying attention was usual and was actually much more fun that staring at a boring prison conductor rattling on and on about stuff that SUPPOSEDLY could one day be useful for us in life. much to the dismay of our prison conductors my batch of inmates was one of the worst in the cohot and caused sufficient trouble during their "lessons"

although we did not let them live an easy life we were much too bored to think of new ways to bring anger and frustration to these miserable beings and did not do much to them. due to my dream of gaining fun laughter peace and joy at the expense of anything else, my results were rather disatifactory for the mid year prison examinations. i slacked a little less for the rest of my term and improved quite a fair bit at the end of the year.

as this is gonna be a long post i have no choice but to leave out the details and end it here i did not mean it to be this obscure but this is the way my mind does the thinking my hands do the typing........

poverty

2007-11-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

tonight we shall find out if poverty is really as bad as we see it.

poverty. the state of having little or no money or food.

in singapore, not many people live in absolute poverty. many of these people see themselves as helpless and are often dissapointed to be in their current state. in singapore, most people find themselves in poverty after they have lost their jobs or have spent all their money either gambling, on cigarretes or sometimes in the stockmarket.

in other countries like africa a vast amount of its population live isloated from the mordern world. these people have to rely wholly on their ability to hunt and to survive in a harsh world. when we do see the living conditions of these people we tend to pity them and feel sorry for them. but do these people see themselves as poor? it takes little to please these people. a simple meal we take for granted could bring them days of joy and happiness.

although it is rare, there are beggars in singapore. instead of finding a proper job or using their talents to earn money, some of these people prefer to result to crude and cunning methods of conning others either by making up stories that they need money for food but using this money for cigarrettes or to gamble. i have seen people begging for money even when they have more than $10 in cash with them and even a handphone.

so... do they people supposedly living in poverty in singapore truly deserve help? some who try their best to succeed but still fail do to some extent deserve help and the elderly without children to support them obviously need the public to support them. but the conmen who trick others for the sake of losing the money again do not at all deserve the help of society. even with enough money to buy a meal they continue to beg for more sometimes even begging for sums as large as $10 or $20. these people do not at all rely on their god given skills but instead cause others their hard earned money.

ok sorry if this is below standard wasnt thinking straight and couldnt figure out my thoughts...

another retarded post

2007-11-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

today we shall find out why fun is essential to life on earth and how it can be achieved safely.this essay serves as a warning to stony and "dead" people.

a human. a carbon based life form destined to live its pre determined life and die after an extremely short spam of time on earth. during this time the human grows for about 20 years and after that maintains at that size till old age where the body tends to "shrink". some people lead a rather monotonous life with rarely any contact with the outside world but yet others do not have the luxury of even a minute alone. some beg for attention from others and do not get it where others are waited upon hand and foot and barely have to lift a finger to get something done for them.

of all the different kinds of people. fun laughter peace and joy are very much a part of their everyday lives. the people who are quiet, serious and totally oblivious to humour, tend to be rather dull and not well liked by others. this in turn causes them to be outcasts of society. whereas people who do not live a day without laughing and cracking jokes tend to have many friends and are well taken in by others around them. these people, do not have to worry much when they are sick and old as friends would be more than happy to take care of them till their time comes. people who are quiet and serious on the other hand live lonely lives till the day they die and just about no one bothers to attend his/her funeral.

the average human child likes to spend a lot of his/her time playing with friends whether in ball games or even on the internet. this allows children to develop strong bonds with each other and find a source of endless fun and joy. without this fun and joy, the child sometimes develops a hate for the world this is more obvious when he/she lives in a broken family. this child takes on a negative view of the world around and sometimes is bent on the destruction on all sources of peace and joy for others. thus characters similar to ones like hitler and other evil dictators are developed.

to stop these evil characters being developed it is essential for a child to lead a happy life with sufficient contact with the outside world and also have exposure to happenings and news. many parents however, limit a child's contact with their friends whether it is through disallowing of the child to go out or restricting the use of the internet. this may be due to the overwhelming number of evil people around who only wish to take advantage of these little kids. the internet and the world around however, can be made safer with measures such as having an adult/ trusted friend to bring this child out and also using programs which restrict a child from talking to a stranger on the net etc. etc. these measures keep a child from dangerous dangerous encounters but also do not totally diminish his/her social capabilities.

although there is always a risk of injury and sometimes even death in playing sports, injuries are always part of a child's growing up and must be allowed. the risk of death however can be reduced and although not totally avoided, is just a part of life. everyone has a time to live and also a time to die.

i doubt anyone reads this entire essay but however if you did leave your comments on the tagboard ^^

essay again

2007-10-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

ah i dont know what to write about... had a topic in mind this morning but forgot all about it by now haha. i shall go do other things and think about it brb. hhhmmm back from class blog. still no inspiration...
ok i shall start a random topic and start arguing with myself on it.

the importance of wearing a school uniform (from SA2 eng exam)

is it necessary to wear a school uniform to school? first let us examine the reasons as to why school uniforms are used.
a school uniform is used by a school to create a sense of uniformity amongst students (as its name suggests). this school uniform when worn outside of school is also used to identify one's level in society and sometimes can even be a clue to the person's level of intellect.

now that the uses of a uniform have been stated let me explain why school uniforms are a waste of time and totally useless. firstly a sense of uniformity amongst students. i feel this is not needed as students if they do really like their school and enjoy their environment would not need as such to express their love for their school.

now to my second point. students who do not like their school will feel rather embarrased to be seen by the public in their school uniform. this embarrasment is only heightened if one's school is not too good or has a bad reputation. if a student is badly behaved and wears his/her school unifrom improperly outside of the school, the public can qutie obviously notice this and will make their own deduction as to why this happens. this will bring down the school's reputation even further and will again contradict the use of wearing a school uniform.

lastly, students might sometimes find their school uniforms uncomfortable and this may cause them to not be able to concentrate on their classes on a hot day in a stuffy classroom. if a student happens to have only 2/3 pairs of school uniform, the student might have a hard time if he/she has all those pairs of school uniform in the washing. this is only an unnecessary waste of manpower to wash and dry the school uniform quickly.

in conclusion. school uniforms are utterly useless and are only a burden to students and the school.

done! haha tell me wad ya think bout it ^^

another essay

2007-10-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

ok since so many pple tag i got inspiration to update hehe thx guys ^^

ok life update: school is over ! 3 000 000 cheers! hip hip!..... forget it. haha failed 2 subjs both D7 lit and chi... haha
sprained finger whilst trying to poke ming han's stomach... hit his backbone instead left middle finger in great pain. good thing not right hand or else cant shoot properly. hehe ^^ I LOVE SHOOTING

ok lets see it 11: 30.. should i write an essay? maybe not tomorrow got training at 9 ok then i shall do the essay sometime soon but not today ok bye bye peter! good night sweet dreams peter! im being dumb. as usual....

another essay

2007-10-25T14:41:00.000+08:00

ok im here to show the difference between EMOING and deep thinking.

firstly let me define emo. emo is when one is feeling emotional which is quite obvious by its name. when someone is 'emo' he or she tends to be feeling sad and is often anti-social at that point in time. whilst being 'emo' this person often does not like being disturbed or talked to and is sometimes violent and unpredicatable. a person who is being 'emo' tends to think about life in a dull and pessimistic way and therefore this leads to the mentioned behaviour.

deep thinking can sometimes be mistaken for 'emoing'. this is so as when one is in deep thought that person may also like being alone and often seems"distant" from the pple around.

the main differences between 'emo' and deep thinking, is that when one is in deep thought, he/she is not violent and is often thinking about subjects in a sensible way and has a neutral approach to the subject. although a person does not like being disturbed in mid-thought, he or she usually does not react too violently if disturbed.

in conclusion, 'emoing' can be described as stupid and useless as it often does not draw one to a conclusion but instead only gives one a sad feeling and lets pple around this person worry for him/her. whereas deep thinking is good for one to exercise one's mental capability and perhaps even come up with new and creative ideas for projects or can even improve one's overall well being and state of living

note: 'emoers' are NOT cousins of elmo although some are distant relatives of him ^^

updateee

2007-10-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

hehe exams are... are... ahhh choo! eh o... exams are over. hahahahahahaha hahahahah spamming hahahahahah. ok thats getting cold.. i noticed something... there are the hot pple that pple look at. there are the cold pple that are all alone and then there are the cool bunch who love to chill! haha!!! =)

ok exam update as everyone may know i tend not to study and still do pretty ok... one of my very helpful talents. but this time i studied! and the results are interesting. not only did i fail lit, i only got 1 A1... the funny part is.. i passed chinese! by 1.25 marks( not including oral) amazing sia haha ok exam update over wahahaa! o btw i owned the rest of the class at eng =) oh yeah

ok life update. life aint going too bad... been real hyper =) teachers quite ok after exams going well with friends... theres a bad part but i shall not remind myself about it....... shooting roxxx as usual haha after 1 month my shooting both improved yet deproved... my grouping got better but more stray shots =( set new record for myself 157/200 hehe

haha ok further updates will come at a later day stay tuned to peter 777.35 FM

2007-09-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

my thoughts for today.. ok im having a little fever so i think its making me go nuts and im thinking a little crazy

is all i've heard true or is someone just trying to make me go crazy?nothing is working out the way it should be but its been that way for quite awhile.. failing subjects??? i've never done that before till this year! am i slacking too much or is everything just tougher? seems like this year everyone my age is going emo maybe its just growing up...
i think i should loosen up a bit not think so much. maybe that will help? i need to be more optimistic not just give up on a battle cuz its stacked... how do people survive in this world??? troubles roam freely but peace is hard to come by. sleep dont help much. it just makes things worse.
is there even a possibility it'll work out this time? or have i been doing it wrong all this while...
well at least my game is going fine... but even so it still freezes sometimes.can u pple please make up your mind??? cuz im getting confused here. maybe a cup of coffee will help but i dont see much point in that now.
i need this world to stop spinning... its making me giddy already

2007-09-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

a lonely being
an imcomplete self
the world caves in around in a mess of blood and tears
hiding from the cries of fear
afraid to say what is on his mind

a whirl of toiles and snares
with no place for love and care
he survives if its all he does
they do not care

the world is dead to him
but it is yet alive
the terror the fear
the reality of life
it sinks in slowly
but not as lightly

a source of light
a source of hope
it shimmers slightly
but quickly dims

and this is how it all goes on
an endless circle of life and death

2007-08-29T17:19:00.000+08:00

The person who tagged me is:
Charmaine

Your realtionship with her is:
junior-senior

5 impressions you have of her:
pro, evil, fierce?, a leader,???

The most memorable thing she has done for you:
remind me theres shooting at 10 pm??? haha!

The most memorable words she has said to you:
hello! haha!!!

If she becomes your lover,you will:
run and hide

If she becomes your lover,things she has to improve on will be:
stop being evil

If she becomes your enemy,you will:
run and hide again.

If she becomes your enemy,the reason will be:
she bullies juniors too much

The most desirable thing you want to do for her now is:
no idea... shoot her? haha! with an air pistol. joking

Your overall impression of her is:
evil

How you think people around you will feel about you:
i dont know...

The characteristic you love about yourself is:
erm... im crazy!

On the contrary,the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
laziness

The most ideal you want to be is:
eerrrrr actually i dont know

For people that care and and like you,say something to them:
hello? hihihihi! hahahahahaha!

Pass this quiz to ten people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1) Wenying
2) Cherilyn
3) Deepa
4) Salim
5) Sydney
6) Weisze
7) Yu Hui
8) Geok Min
9) Sharmaine
10) ???

Who is 6 having a relationship with?:
hhhmm someone i know =))

Is 9 a male or female?:
obvious... female sia

If 7 or 10 would be together,will it be a good thing?:
i dont know... 10 isnt there

What is 2 studying about?:
anything and everything

When was the last time you had a chat with 3?:
long time ago

What kind of music band does 8 like?:
Heavy Metal HAHAHAH! joking btw

Does 1 has any sibling?:
i think so...

Will you woo 3?:
this is getting stupid..

How about 7?:
damn real stupid now

Is 4 single?:
i would say... yes

Whats the surname of 5?:
Sim

Whats the name of 10?:
???

Whats 4's hobby?:
hacking programs

Do 5 and 9 get along well?:
yes

Where is 2 studying?:
CHIJ SJC

Say something casual about 1:
Sniper

Have you tried developing feelings for 8?:
no.. who will?!?!?!

Where does 9 lives?:
Evergreen?

What colour does 4 like?:
how would i know

Are 1 and 5 best friends?:
They don't even know each other la.

Does 7 like 2?:
erm no... they're not les... i think.

How did you get to know 2?:
school.

Does 1 has any pets?:
yes

Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?:
what sick joke is this

2007-08-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

okok posting time =)) haha school is getting better everyday! or actually much worse... dont know which haha!! ok i didnt do my chinese holiday proj which is totally retarded and now i got like 2 days to do a news report in video... ITS IN CHINESE!!! like wth la my "team" so called "team" kicked me out... last minute totally dumb...

bout time i changed blogskin sia... but no time =( haha im totally in love with shooting! im a shooting addict already haha! my pistol skills aint so bad eh?? =) 144/200 for ytd's mini competition. for those who dont know, thats good for my standard top in sec 1 pistol team =)) haha all the best shooters are from my class... rifle 1st and 2nd from my class and me pistol 1st =) considering only 4 shooters in my class i find that good =)

ok my pianoing is improving! hooray thx to Walter hahaha now i can teach myself songs... hes pressing me to go for some piano class at believer's music. i no time sia...

ytd my entire class got detention for some stupid reason which i shall not mention. half an hour they were in the class while i was shooting the crap out of target cards =) but i will have to serve my time on friday. sounds like prison eh? it kinda is. only thing i dont get free food and lodging but get to go home.

haha long post... okok bye bye post another day haha continue tagging pls =)

rating

2007-08-10T12:40:00.001+08:00

ok i went to this website where they rate your blog and guess what my blog is R rated... due to the words
crap (5X)
hurt (3X)
pain (2X)
sex (1X)
shoot (2X)
torture (1X)
bastards (1X)

stupid sia i dont even know where those words are la

update

2007-08-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

okok i shall update my mum allowed me to use com hooray!!!
ok your headline news:
(1) Peter is still alive!!! after like 1 month of no com
(2) Peter is now an Air Pistoler =)) and he uses the Walther Lp300 serial number 17878
(3) I think Peter's chinese is improving...
(4) Peter is updating his blog =))

haha so fun right get transferred to air pistol. air rifle team is too good for me they are INVINCIBLE!!! they shoot like *^)^)&*^ pro la!!! haha okok erm i dont really know what else to blog about... nothing much okok i shall go play bye! and please tag without spamming thx

last day

2007-06-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

ok people this will be my last update for a long long time... okok so let me start posting... just now i was supposed to go to do eng project at 2pm but decided to stay in church haha =))

my parents are kinda dumb take away the com, make me angry irriate me. threaten to take away allowance if chinese drop, that doesn't make me study or feel any better... stupid right?
okok this holiday was lets say good despite the chionging work in the last week and all... cuz i went out more times than i ever did before! haha!!! yay!!!! hooray! hooray!! hooray!!!

had quite a lot of fun this holiday la considerably... okok im so bored and people PLEASE TAG MY BLOG while im away would really matter to me if you do... haha thx thx! byes! for a long time... ok BYE BYE

the sun

2007-06-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

the sun.

a big bright energy producing mass in space.

ever burning, releasing loads of energy onto a patethic mass called earth.

without the sun there would be no life.

but do we really know that?

theoretically taht is true but what if it were not.

the sun gives people headaches, makes us perspire.

but without the sun we would walk around blindly without a light to guide us.

without the sun we would be living in the ice age.

how irritating how sticky how warm it can get.

i live through it day by day and still find it sickening.

go away!!! then everyone wont need air-conditioning.

we could stop global warming! but the consequences would be great.

no one would know of my patethic existance if it were there or if it weren't

but if it were gone everyone would aknowledge it.

the fame the glory to that big bright blob seemingly floating in the sky with a somewhat montonous existance.

goodbye dear sun leave the light of day

emo poems!

2007-06-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

the moon was no where to be found. the sky seemed still punctuated by the occasional flight streaking accross. the city was lit by lit but life was hard to spot. cars sped past, oblivious to the stillness of the nation. a perfect harmony of urban life with the serenity of the wilderness. all that was missing was the presence of stars. the clearness and peacefulness of the scene spared no detail but yet the real trasures were hidden far out of sight. the occasional rumble of a chair being dragged and the running of water was all there was to hear. somewhere on the other side of this lonely planet a diabolical plan to destroe the world might have been freshly hatched but even that could not take away the peace surrounding the lonely sage. thoughts whizzed pass but were not pondered on as the troubles of the world were forgotten and left alone fot this much needed moment peace. he was never alone but always lonely. his fragile heart had been pierced one too many times

siannnnnn

2007-06-09T20:32:00.001+08:00

cuz of over boredness i have chosen to reopen the blog... well it was closed for only what.. 1 day? lol

today freaking tiring sia... got JG need for speed race go botanic gardens run like siao... from one end to the next back again and keep repeating. in the end i started lagging behind my team (the only all guys team) well we finished 2nd i think but not sure cuz the results wont be announced until 30th june. i think i drank more than 2 litres of water la... damn shack now so decided to blog instead of play games..

dammit sometimes i wish i never lived... sometimes i wish i did more than what i did... sometimes its just too late lol. haven't been emo posting for awhile already... the other day 12+ 1 am? i still couldnt sleep so i looked out the window and i started typing a 8 message long compo depicting the scene. i think i'll type it out one day... quite interesting but not very emoish. just now i heard someone say emo pple listen to emo songs. what songs are considered emo? haha... so freakin sian

hehehe

2007-06-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

haha! im posting 2 in a row! hehe this will be a short one.
ok ok where do i start thursday morning 8 a.m. the alarm rings the hand raises. OH NO! its basketball time already... should i go? i think not... will have to see an idiot if i do go. 8 45 a.m. ar! cant sleep already molecular clock wont off. so, wake up go play com! no one else is awake benjamin is at my house. play play 9.a.m. dad and mum come out. eh never go basketball meh? sian dont feel like going =) okok stay home play come yays =) 12 45 p.m. eh ben lets go ur hse! go ben house play till like... 7/8+? haha then parents come fetch me. a typical day on a holiday =)

THX SYDNEY AND CHER FOR TALKING TO ME ON MSN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =)

its my life

2007-06-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

k now its time to tell everyone about my life. this year is terrible =( haha but! this week has been rather ok =) haha went to watch pirates of the carribean 3 quite nice la very funny!!! johnny depp is a joker man...
ok now to blog bout holiday in general so far.. well the projects suck shit ok maybe thats abit vulgar... but really la so many projects! some more chinese one need go out interview some weirdos... the english projects i have faith that i can solo them but the teacher would not allow that... got 1000 word essay on "How I Made A Difference" well they say the best few will be sent to reader's digest see if they want publish but seriously speaking... i dont see what huge difference i have done worthy of being published... so while trying to write it... i slipped into the subject on why the singaporean education system sux... well im halfway thru that bout 600 words so far when im done i'd be glad to let others read it =)
im planning to go watch shrek 3 and ocean's 13 over the holiday but funds are running low anyone wanna go pls bring me along =) got birthdays coming up 2 girls... what to buy? 1 of them is my dearest mei SYDNEY! if u get what i mean =) well give me advice on what to buy! eh eh my post abit long eh? ok ok i go now byes!

NOOOo0

2007-05-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

emo side? normal person? who shall win the raging battle!

the incorrigible world restrained by the incompetent people. both sides fight to restrain and be freed. here i am stuck in the middle of that battle fighting a battle of my own. to do or not to do. thats the question thats been on my mind. the latter is a farely obvious choice but something in the deepest darkest least explored part of my brain tells me that i'll regret it. the enemy is closing in. the defences are weakening... the time to strike is now.
im still lost. the allies have retreated the reinforcements are weak. rations are running low. equipment is failing. retreat! there is no other choice i'll be back to fight one day...

funny

2007-05-25T17:42:00.001+08:00

haha i wanna post a normal post today... well the past few weeks/months have been tough. i hate sec sch. i hate xinmin. life sux... as i found out. interesting i didnt find out till now. well got lots of projects fo the holidays. i wonder why we have holidays anyway... we have more work than usual!

at leat i get to shoot twice during the holiday. ar i miss pre school... my games are getting boring.. i dont know what to do. 4 slack guys in a group for project? how we gonna get work done most probably will end up playing on com. i wanna transfer school man lol.

midyears. aint good. got back report book jsut now. not a single A1 failed maths and Art got 50 for lit! and C5 for english i wonder how i did that... i passed home econs btw amazing eh? ar now im getting emoish so bye!

my delinma

2007-05-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

i cant take it anymore... im gonna blog it out.... not keep it with me... i dont know who i am... a lively fun guy... or a cold, unfeeling soul. im breaking apart but i dont show it... i feel myself when im all alone and on the com... but i dont dare show this self elsewhere... i feel as if im counted on to bring the fun... as if the world would fall if i didnt. i once loved doing that... but lifes different now... its a mess. the simple child like mind is no more. the carefree lifely self was left on that PSLE certificate. now its all messed up. i feel sorry for letting everyone down. i feel lonely when no one replies. and as for my death wish... im gonna revise it. make sure i leave myself... i cant hide myself for much longer. so please... be understanding when i do show myself. thanks...

my death wish

2007-05-23T19:00:00.000+08:00

now this is it. the end of it all. the finale the last course the end of the series. if i die one day whether 80 years down the road or 80 seconds from now... i want everyone to know this.

i am happy to die. im sick of this world. im sorry for everyone. i hold no grudges. i remember no wrongs. i lived a rather smooth life so far and im happy for it. anything i have left, i leave to this world. be happy for me for i have left a terrible place. though my job here is barely started i believe i go when its time. it may seem sudden, but it is all planned. if i die naturally, let it be. if i die due to another... forgive that person for he/she knows little. know that i wasnt always cheerful like i seem to be. like all, i had my down times but im happy these were few. i thank the pple who guided me. im sad for the pple who hurt me. for those i was close to, i am glad to have been your friend. those who gave me support who comforted me more than anyone else could... i thank you. those who needed my support and i didnt show it... im sorry. those whom i did show my support to... i'll continue praying for you for as long as i can. i shall end it here and if i were to die, remember this.

here is peter su one of two selfs, one of belief, one of support.

2007-05-22T21:16:00.001+08:00

k i decided to try something new im gonna post a day in my life in the form of an emo compo in 2nd person wait or isit 3rd...

the sun rose the sun shone the average boy headed to school... carrying the average heavy bag. he dozed in the bus barely catching his stop slowly... lazily completing his journey.

the milk was bad, the company worse. the terrible evil unforgiving world! he thought but who cared bout his thoughts? the idiots the brainless around him only knew bout matters of the heart and nothing else. open your eyes! he wished to shout but decided against it knowing what the consequences would be. he hides it all and heads to class putting on a cheerful face deep inside he knew it was there haunting him... scarying him... shutting him up.

he goes off the baord... dissapears to the world. as someone said better to slip out the back before they knew u were there at the worst you'll see nobody cares cuz u dont want be arnd when it all goes down even heros know when to be scared. he runs he hides it catches up. he sends it off... shooting it out of a target card. it relaxes him takes the load off his shoulders but was it all just an illusion? it drags him down drowning destroying crushing him.

like all heros he goes down with a fight. even though rather useless, he defends only to cause further damage to his fragile soul...

2nd emo post

2007-05-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

ok today im abit psycho so gonna emo post again...

this sucks that sucks everything sucks!!!! why isit liddat!!! i dont care!!!! i want it my way i know im stubborn but that wont help would it... sit back n watch... enjoy the show cuz i assure u i wont perform again. if this is it then fine i dont care but it aint it. u know what! i'll just shut down that part of my brain. it will be tough but i'll prevail. when have i failed? maybe in subjects but not in these matters and i wont fail this time around. im asking for guidance but i get a whole lot of crap so i listen to crap and get crap.

bla

2007-05-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

what to do? lifes like that. pple come pple go but some i cant let go! how how help me leh... im confused... im sadded... ar!!! does superman have problems? does batman cry? i doubt it so...

so here i am blogging with no aim in mind... typing thinking.. watching teen titans... look at robin! he always wins never loses never cries. how i wish i was another animated cartoon character but yet im happy i aint one cuz i'll only appear for one hour per week.

poetic emo pouring his heart... where i get my inspiration from??? i dont know... no one reads it but yet i continue not caring much bout the dumbass filled world around me.

those bastards who only know how to hit a ball, cause pain and trouble to the world. cause hurt cause pain physically and psychologically but who takes time to tell them off? no one! i wish i were bigger... older... much much braver... to face those monstrous beings.

i guess this is it... i got to go. goodbye again to my lonely self

argh

2007-05-17T19:03:00.001+08:00

terrible it is...
wonderful it becomes
this never ends but yet when it started i cant remember
i wish it never came
i wish it goes away
it sticks like crap and never loosens its grip
its sad its confusing its terrifying too
back off i say
retreat it does not
waiting it out dont help much
try to stop it?
u gotta be kidding
so here i am helplessly watching
hoping praying... everything stays

2007-05-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

life is confusing man... haha i got alopt to blog but forget what i wanna say k anyways now the teachers all so boring... except CHEWbacca haha =) then today we were trying to extract water from coke =.- and the coke was blue haha! added colouring

ok... and then erm erm erm o yeah cuz today i wanted go visit pri sch so after school mr lee make me stay back do maths... and i left with my friends at like 1.20? so we take the first 147 that came. when about to reach school that station, zong han msg me ask me whether i returned the class key. i checked my pocket and found it in my pocket... so i had to run back to school and return it... haha took me roughly 15 mins to get from pri sch to sec sch and back =) fast not? lol

yeah yeah i passed my napfa nd i think i set a personal record for 2.4 last year 1.6 i think took like 12/13min+ this year 2.4, 14 mins only =) im becoming faster =) haha and i passed my 5 stations barely passing incline chin up and shuttle run =X

wa?

2007-04-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

whats wrong with the world some may ask
but was that even a question at all
the world is stupid
the world is gullible
but what does that matter to me?

the wind may howl the thunder may rumble
but concrete dosent fall
how! i ask
yet no one answers
making obvious this stupidity

the madness
the openess
the softness it amazes me
but yet again i find myself
in the very same place as them!

i hope i wish
i wonder how
but i will make it back again

Billy Bombers

2007-04-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

Billy Bombers rox!!! haha here just to post bout dinner =) cuz it was my bday this week edmund and ruth brought me for dinner at Billy Bombers i didnt think a burger would make me full but who knew... it was like stuffed with crazy ingredients and was like what...10 cm high? haha nice nice reccomendation from Peter Su

here i am to post now

2007-04-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

school... school... the place where the torture begins... the place where the fun spreads... school...

the statement up there quite true sia... haha =) i v long bo blog liao so... here i am =) im sick!!! ytd got sore throat today got slight fever... feeling terrible!!! then some more today got interviewed by MR WONG! he quite nice la but when he come to discipline side he can be fierce man... he interview me bout the incident when "someone" took nicholas' wallet. heng i not involved ar... i dont know if what i told him was right but that was all i knew... cant say too much here... basically i feel bad now...
anyway to more pleasant stuff... IM THIRTEEN!!! that means... lots of presents... more privileges... more resposibility... higher prices =( haha but it aint all that bad rite? i mean i luv the presents that u guys gave me n thx so much for spamming me happy birthday first person was Regina at 12.10 AM!!! thx so much guys =) feel so loved haha
k i think thats all... o yeah my mp3 screen died =( sent it for servicing 1 week later then can get back!!! ar!!!

2007-04-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

1) Full Name: Peter Su

2) Name Backwards: uS reteP

3) Were you named after anyone?: er yes and no

4) Does your name mean anything?: rock? foundation... something like that

5) Nick Name(s): erm... i dunno too many to remember

6) Screen Name(s): LiGHtNin

7) Date Of Birth: 16 April 1994

8) Place of Birth: KK Hospital. kerang kabok =)

9) Nationality: Singaporean

10) Current Location: Singapore, Sengkang

11) Horoscope/Sign: what crap is this?

12) Religion: Christian

13) Height: 1.66 m and growing =)

14) Weight: ?? kg too embarrased to put here

15) Shoe Size: 42

16) Hair colour: black?

17) Eye colour: black i guess...

18) What do you look like?: shuai ge =X1

9) Innie or Outie?: both

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty

21) Parent(s): 2

sorry 22-29 not available at press time

30) Worst Enemy: THE PIG (nich) and HJ

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): im not gay!

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): all my girlfriends =)

33) Funniest friend:... that would be me i guess

34) Craziest friend: valerie (for cutting herself) me for being me =)

35) Advice Friend: basically im the one pple come to for advice...

36) Loudest Friend: Myself

37) Person you cry with: pillow #1,2 and boster

38) Any sisters: too many to count

39) Any brothers: a few...

40) Any pets: fish counted?

41) A Disease: serious mental disorder

42) A Pager: what museum can i find this in?4

3) A Personal phone line: no

44) Cell phone: DUH! im a 13 year old kid living in the 21st century!

45) A Lava lamp: wish i had...

46) A Pool or hot tub: siao ar for what!

47) A Car: toy cars lots of them

48) Personality: no way to describe.. im just... ME!!!

49) Driving: go kart at downtown east

50) Car or one you want:hmmm tough one... nissan 350Z

51) Room: ya

52) What's missing?: my own computer

53) School: Xinmin Secondary School

54) Bed: 1

55) Relationship with your parent(s): gd

56) Believe in yourself: FOREVER AND EVER!

57) Believe in love at first sight?: not really

58) Consider yourself a good listener: depending on the talker

60) Get Along with your parents: ya

61) Save your e-mail conversations: no

62) Pray: yes

63) Believe in reincarnation: no way... to lame

64) Like to make fun of people: fatty and HJ

65) Like to talk on the phone: Yes.... do it all the time

67) Like to drive: YEAH MAN!!!

68) Get motion sickness: nah

69) Eat the stems of broccoli: is anything wrong with doing so?

70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: what are chicken fingers?

71) Dream in color: think so... can remember dreams too well only remember that they are either nice or not nice...

72) Type with your fingers on home row: huh?

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: try to but they fly off in the middle of the night together wif 90% of the stuff on my bed occasionally myself included

74) Right next to you: air?

75) On the walls of your room: Posters

76) On your mouse pad: dun have 1.

77) Your dream car: i thought i answered this just now...50) Car or one you want:hmmm tough one... nissan 350Z

78) Your dream date: dunno. haven date yet

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: gotta be CANADA!!!!

80) Your dream husband/wife: No one at the moment

81) Your bedtime: when i feel like it

82) Under your bed: erm i dunno i dont clear that area too often...

83) The single most important question: wadya mean

84) Your best time of the day: play com

85) Your worst fear(s): cookie monster!!! just joking...

86) Favourite weather: cloudy

87) The time?: 9.43pm88) The date?: 2 April 2007 14 days to bday =)

89) The best trick you ever played on someone: too many cant remember much...

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: escargot?

91) Theme Song: wadya mean my own theme songs? i dont have any im not some cartoon character u know

92) The hardest thing about growing up: growing up

93) Your funniest experience: laughing till i cry?

94) Your scariest moment: cant remember if u read this some more i bet you'll notice something... my brain is missing!

95) The silliest thing you've said: Lots.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: i dont know i do such stuff far too often!

97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): huh?

98) The worst feeling in the world: constipation? no wrong... friends sadness passing to me

99) The best feeling in the world: i dont know too much stuff gives me that feeling

100) 5 people to tag: 5 only ar? can put more?

sports day

2007-03-31T15:10:00.000+08:00

sports day was kinda sian besides the fact that scorpion and barracuda totally owned =)
haha after sports day me, ervin, ye an, xin horng, salim and ervin fren walk to hougang mall. then throughout the entire walk, ervin and xin horng lag behind and talk... like gay liddat lor then after that i ask them eh u 2 gay isit lag until liddat then they put their arms arnd each other in a gay way!!!
too bad i wasnt fast enough to take a photo =( anyway i got some new picts on my friendster if u want then go see =)
haha then we ate lunch at macs. i ate a grilled chicken foldover meal but gave most of my fries to cheng yee and the other girls. bcuz the guys finished eating earlier than the girls, we went run arnd hougang mall 1st. we ran around and suddenly i spotted something about as fun as playing com... CHALLENGER!!!! salim and I rushed in and started going all arnd when we spotted zhi yang and his family (including his sis) so erv and xin horng were there with me wif their shirt untucked and zhi yang's sister being a SL was staring at them and they were like kinda slow but they got the message after awhile and ran off =)
I found a headphone spit jack at challenger but it was like 10 bucks so i decided to leave it... then CY finished her lunch and we went to go buy bday present for cher and rena... i bought earrings for them weird rite? guy buy earring... but it was not too ex anyway then the few coins for change i gave to st john flagday pple =) so kind of me =))

sorry

2007-03-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

haha sorry i so long never post =X must pity me sia past few days so stress so busy that i haven played NavyField in like 2 weeks already...
haha ok so here i am suddenly my blog so alive... and suddenly so many to relink... haha.
THX TO ALL FOR TAGGING MY BLOG!!!! I MISS YOU ALL!!! =)

okok let me talk bout idiotic brainless pple in school.
basically, im like one of the "guai" kia in class but the teacher who dosent really know us well... thinks that im the bad one and the bad one is the good one (all mixed up) then he keep picking on me lor! no fair downright buais!
i mean like... i post something on the class forum (at the back of the class) it was a poll bout whether the 2 class idiot shld be student leaders and i even put additional collums like whether they shld be. then the fat one (nicholas), go complain to the geog teacher..... and I KENNA SCOLDED!!!! no fair lor i NEVER posted anything offensive AT ALL!!!! and some others who posted some real offensive stuff got away... life is unfair...
anyways... fatty buay song wif me then complain to teacher that I took down HIS posts i not so bo liao one la... stupid not? so damn idiotic!!!!!!!!

2007-03-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

wa i sian to post bout escape so i shall post about the dinner i just came back frm=)) k some background today i went to UE square to eat dinner at

can see the name rite? seafood harvest! lol ok more picts =) i had boston lobster at $38

this is the before picture =) wait i show u further before... btw i ate up half the baked potato (explains the yellow thing at the left side)

ok this lobster would probably end up like what u saw up there.. GRILLED
haha srry forgot to take AFTER photos but basically it was just a bunch of shells smashed up not too nice a scene =)) o yeah we ordered 6 lobsters+ other stuff so cost $259!!!

2007-03-10T15:23:00.000+08:00

its energy released falling to the dull round ball called earth. patethic beings stared in amazement as it splattered on the ground with a dull thud. it ripped open as if only paper held it together dispersing countless harmful substances into the air and yet the patethic beings just stared on...
to be continued...

©LiGHtNin productions 2007

wahaha

2007-03-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

YAY SICK NEVER GO SCHOOL!!!!
haha i've been sick since thursday... lol actually on wednesday i had sore throat but i thought like aiya nvm la abit sore throat nothing la. but on thursday when i woke up i felt miserable... bodyache... slight fever bad cough but still went to school. before sch when i stopped by ervin's house i took a panadol ( the type for flu one) then throughtout the whole day dinner come n go
thursday night i went to sleep like damn early something like 8? lol but arnd 12 i woke up cuz my fever jumped to 38 degrees... haha then i keep rolling arnd in bed cannot sleep... all the way to 3!!!! at 6+ i woke up to call ervin to tell him i not going sch but edrick (ervin's brother) picked up so i just told him.
haha throughout friday i was like at home playing =) so shiok! haha i scared i too punished for truancy cuz my mum didnt hav time bring me doctor (excuses excuse =X) haha

hhhmmm

2007-02-22T15:05:00.000+08:00

i notice that recently my blog has been kinda dead and i hav not been blogging frequently... lol so here i am haha nothing much to blog about actually except got miserable ang paos, get new phone and spoil sim card =X
lol haha k so here goes. this cny i get ok ok ang pao only like 30+ only.. sian lol now i savign up for new sling bag! =) lol haha!
lol then my new phone rox! k its a samsung D820 u can go www.samsung.sg go see search d820 and click on the link. its a 3g phone but unfortunately my patethic sim card cannot use 3g... lol the phone is quite big but its ok for me... i like the cam! can turn one =) haha 1.3 megapixels but good enough.
lol while playing with the exciting new features of my phone, i accidentally locked it =X then i kept trying to figure out the code but i could not! then after that i locked my sim card even worse... they were asking for some PUK code but yet again my o so restless hands had to keep trying for the code. in the end, i killed my sim card AR!!!!!
haha had to go down to compasss point hello card and get a new one for 18 bucks!!! worst part is that i have to pay for it and all my contacts were deleted... so if u msg me and i ask who u are pls excuse me. =) kk gtg tuition liaoz....

lols

2007-02-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

our class is in... DEEP TROUBLE! k for some reason seems that suddenly everyone is trying to bully us! i dont understand...
why isit that a sec 2 gang of little kids would like to bully an entire class of sec ones who seem to be much more inteligent? i mean like... pick on someone your own size! come to think of it gary yeo is about our size... (smaller than me )
lol and i hate normal tech classes nothing better to do during recess than to throw food at pple and hit pple for no shitting good reason...
what is going on? u ask me i ask who! LOL... then today... jun wen first part of day like damn sad liddat but he cheered up after that. i think calvin must be taking being rejected real seriously cuz he was like poking a few hundreds holes into a piece of cardboard just now. i helped him by tearing up the cardboard! lol it was fun!
at least i get to skip the v ball match today thx to tuition which i am just about to leave for now =(

sad sad sad

2007-02-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

i wonder i wonder when will it all come to an end....
it seems to continue forever on
like an endless mountain range...
but yet again it has ups and downs
when will the next up be?
only time will tell

©LiGHtNin productions 2006

weird

2007-02-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

i feel retarded, sad, confused and angry all at the same time! someone save me!!! i need a doctor...
i feel retarded cuz... i hav no idea why. i feel sad cuz my mp3 died after 1 month =(
i feel confused cuz.... something is going on *personal*
im angry cuz... im not happy

shooting my ass

2007-02-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

sec one welcome tea my ass! more like sec one torture camp
it started out well wif pizza all around and games but soon this was not to last water bombs cancelled. stay in pumping position till knees red and arms weak thats not my ieda of fun at all! shooting sec one welcome tea sux@@@@ thx to the dumb seniors...
haha now bout the normal day in sch... today was... ok but i started out bad by chasing chicken all around before assembly and sadly i didnt think him enough to waste my strength on... so i sorta let him go. and as usual the loser and dickless were asses as they always are but today seemed slightly worse maybe im jsut dreaming but... who knows
HMT SUX! i mean like i totally hate the hw man=( sux sux sux sianess i havent completed but im gonna copy frm fren haha!!!

floppiness

2007-02-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

sianess thats what i call it my almost favourite phrase... currently, i just got back frm school after boring old shooting 1st few lessons are mostly boring wif little shooting i guess...
haha class has been rahter fun wif some drama going on. cuz of that sucker and HJ some pple hav to change place but i think most would be rather happy to just to get away frm "them" lol we all know who i mean if u dont come to me and i'll punch ya (if you're a guy)
other than that the class has been rather lively and who knows when the class blog was created... haha today i use this act cute voice in class then the girls got irritated (the whole idea) lol so fun using that voice..
during science class poor old jun wen got scolding for tangling up the weights last week and that zong han keep pointing middle finger and trying to strangle red pig =) samantha did something that im not allowed to talk about =) lol
me, cheow kiat and ji kian had to do art after school cuz we didnt do =( but cheow kiat and i being seemingly cleverer did it in class =) haha

sianess

2007-02-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ huh? hav to go tuition ar? sianness! lol haha nicholas sux sux sux!!! he and his ondeh ondeh =) mucus! ar~ save us! nicholas + HJ = *@#^%)*@&#%^@#)
got it? here let me asy it again *&^(*^%&^$*&^$(^$( k thats it HJ and his big blabbering mouth of childish vulgarities and his useless hand for "whacking pple" trust me it dosnet even hurt.... unlike yesterday when i hit a vital part of his... lol and he came at me wif the bottle and chair causing cheow kiat to fight him... lol i dont believe that their maths could actually be so good... who cares their dumb anyway =) i bet HJ dosent even wash his hair in the morning.. can see by the chicken backside on his hair... lol sian i cant play my favourite game cuz its patching =( sianess every thursday when im waiting for tuition is the exact time that the game patches weekly...
o ya forgot to add why i say hao jie sux so much. as all would know just now during the maths games, he was a ore loser and hit my team mate!!! if mr desmond wasnt there and there werent school rules he would hav gone home wif at least a black eye already... haiz gtg now BB!

haha

2007-01-16T15:05:00.000+08:00

UPDATE! lol haha higher mother tongue is quite ok la... but i just found out that every tuesday for 2 periods i hav a chinese history class!!!! absolutely stupid eh? lol then the teacher... totally sux!!!! like is a discipline freak! lol but when we were all quiet and sitting properly the lesson was quite ok... i found out that my school has had i think 7/8 principals already and it started off with a primary school.
we had to do our english project today and my group named itself converse! actually it just so happened that when we were thinking of a name someone saw another person's converse pencil case. lol! haha i still dont hav many friends yet but trust me i will!
signing off
p3TEr

haha

2007-01-13T12:31:00.000+08:00

wa sian MY CLASS COMMITTEE IS NOT CAPABLE OF ANYTHING!
firstly, theres this flop named hao jie who controls everything. he thinks hes the boss! lol if hes the boss... im the boss's boss lol hes such a flop man! he hangs out wif the OTHER flop, nicholas... i mean like everyone hates them, and they do stuff that make pple who didnt hate them before hate them.... stupid not....
k first let me describe hao jie.... hao and jie in chinese is good sister! explains why hes so gay.... lol. let me ask a question... if lets say ur class is near some other classes, is making a lot of noise and the teacher is not around, the chairman is supposed to keep everyone quiet right? he calls that abuse of authority! stupid! firstly he should define abuse. secondly, he should know how much authority the chairman is given! i think he is jsut jealous hes not the chairman lor...
k nicholas what can i say... hes short, fat, talks too much and thinks too much( hao jie also talks and thinks too much) lol i mean like today while waiting for health check up some guys found out he was malaysian. then 1 of the racist guys went to say his parents were bangala. k maybe thats too much... but instead of handling problems amongst each other, he had to go tell the teaher... that only messed things up and got us all a lecture....
flop+flop= EXTREME MADNESS! cuz of the um "abuse of authority" matter, hao jie mith his big fat mouth complained to our form teacher! and what happened next was a new chairman was elected, old chairman became vice chair and the new chairman is unwilling to take up the post.... Zzzzz i really believe the old arrangement was better. how sad i hav to go for com meeting cuz i am the media rep.... sian i wanted to vote myself off but the secretary didnt allow it...
sianness

School!~!!

2007-01-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

wa school started..... lol got lots of hw... sain not? lol then my teachers all quite nice la but my maths teacher is only 19!!!!! lol he seems quite fun but today i called him by the wrong name! lol so embarrassing i called him mr damien instead of mr dam... something la crap forgot.... haha i think im gonna join air rifle for real! but saturday got 2nd test..... so i hav to be in school by 9 30!!!!! stupid.... aiya tom then blog again BB

2nd day of school...

2007-01-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

hahaha! 1st day of school is over!!! now its the second day! lol.... today ar... like not much happen leh.... let me recall 1st *thinking*................
DING! ok got light bulb above my head liao.... first, we got to go see CCAs!!!! haha! and the first we tried was....... AIR RIFLE! fun not? haha i totally love air rifle man... i mena like its so damn fun lor... then i shoot until v pro so i got recalled and they ask me if i wanna join..... haha =) that ervin and wilson purposely dowan even try for air rifle one.....
lol then after that we......... i think went to class.... but after that we had to go to try CHOIR!!!!! stupid not? so all my class guys were like do we really have to try??? sadly.... we had to.... so i just like la la la for the guy lor..... but in a horrible way....
after some stuff including lunch, we went to try for volley ball!! haha so at first they like ask everyone to run around then they choose some pple ( i was chosen!) then after that they ask pple to hop then they choose more from those that did not pass the running. then a lot of stuff happen.... then i like gonna die already.... and finally there were like at most 20 pple left then they kick more pple! now including me.... but.... ervin got in!!!! good for him right? o ya forgot to tell you wilson got kicked out in the first round. haha!!!!
the rest of the day was really rather uneventful except that they had a sing along session that was pretty crappy.... and my class chose a temp calss chairman cuz he was like super.... got initiative and he got alot idea for class skit (camp fire skit) then there was theis fat guy named nicholas too and both him and class chair basically ruled the "discussion" of the class skit... basically thats all besides that it rained again when i was going home ( 2 days in a row!!!)

1st day of school

2007-01-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

wa school was fun man! haha lets start at the beggining of the day....
for some unknown reason my freakin alarm did not ring.... so at 6 am my sister suddenly came into my room and woke me i was like... huh? what time is it? when she told me it was 6 i freaked out and ran into the bathroom with my uniform haha i didnt have enough tiem to even wash my face or go and bathe like i usually do... i managed to leave the house by 6.05 though....
after leaving my house compund, i crossed the road and made my way towards the bus stop ( i feel like im writing a composition now...), i suddenly saw a double decker bus pass by infront of me, as i was not too close to the bus stop yet, i was deciding wether to run or not but i decided too... who knew it was actually the wrong bus so i casually walked to the side after reaching the bus stop so as to not seem too... stupid....
i reached ervin's house at 6.20!!!!!! haha amazing right so fast.... thankfully he was already awake when i got there..... haha while there his mum gave me 3 siew mais =) we left their house at like 6.35 and got to school before 7. school was extremely crowded but with my good eyesight i spotted many old classmates =) the stupid DM was wearing a corny looking police uniform and looked kinda dumb.... after flag raising and stuff then principal gave us like a 45min talk (arnd there) THEN we finally got to go back to class....
who knew my form teacher is actually my MT teacher and he looks kinda dumb too..... his eyebrows are like super thick and hes kinda short too.... actually today he only had time to introduce himself and do some housekeeping stuff cuz our day was organized by the student leaders... they made us play whacko, police and thief ( its a game that has to do with ties) and.... o ya! do the stupid chicken dance and banana peel dance.....( EXTREMEMLY STUPID)
knowing me, i made lots of friends real fast =) haha!!! and to think none of my other old classmates have new friends ( propably because ALL of them got other guys from our old class ) i think they specially put me on my own!!!!
the canteen was real crowded during recess and i didnt feel like eating... instead i decided to get a drink... so the guys and i went over to the vending machines.... i put in 1 dollar and was choosing a drink when suddely for no reason the machine gave me change i couldnt choose my drink. i was wondering what the heck was happening but when i looked to my left, i saw Yap Xing Horng had accidentally pressed coffee!!!! AR!!!!! the coffee was like orangey and was slightly translucent.... tasted mroe like sugar water to me and since recess was ending soon, i threw it away and bought a F&N grape. THATS NOT THE END OF IT.
while drinking i suddenly felt a drip on my shirt. AR!!!!! the concentrated F&N grape dripped on my shirt!!!! ( thanks to the stupid machine which puoured some of it onto the cup instead of into it...) so now, my shirt has a few pinkish stains on it.... =( and its only the first day...
the rest of the day went quite uneventfully except that we made a class mascot and the SLs ( student leaders) forced us to cheer and cheer.... and even sing...( my school song is in chinese!)
at the end of the day, as it suddenly started raining like siao, ervin's mum sent me home!!!! so nice rite? haha!!! ok tired liao tom then i tag about the second day...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2006-12-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

haha im secondary one!!!!! so fun yet sian at least i got into the school i wanted.... haiz 3 more days till school starts and the day school starts i have to clean the classrooms!!!! whose stupid idea was it to add that into the schedule for the first day of orientation? ok... the most sian part must be that i do not know ANYONE in my class even though lots of my previous classmate and even one churchmate in the same school.... haha
just hope my new teachers would be ok and not carry out super boring lessons... especially my new mt teacher cuz i am going to take HMT!!!! crazy rite? haha i thought so too... argh... dont feel like blogging already blog again tomorrow =) BYE!

WELCOME TO MY BLOG=)

2006-12-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

haha decided to create a new blog and jsut nice its 31st DECEMBER!!!! haha what a nice day to make a new blog.... basically i created this blog just because my old one died and i felt abit sian with too long a blog name.... so ple help me keep this blog alive i will try hard too =) thx!!! haha i will NOT be blogging bout my holiday as there is too much to talk about so pls stop asking... thx =) happy new year ahead!!!